so… it is pretty insane how much my life has changed over the last year.
Around this time last year was when I met Leigha. Then, in January we started dating, became serious, and broke up in April. During that, I had some of the best times of my life.
The other best times of my life I had with Jen. My……well, she WAS my best friend.. I don’t really know what it is now, honestly. I guess….. we just know eachother??? I really don’t know.
I have also gotten hopelessly drunk and told my mother MUCH more than she needed to know about MY life. Let my guard down around people when I KNEW I should have protected myself. Had my heart brutally torn apart (mostly by myself). And discovered that I am stronger than I EVER thought I was.
My Strength is helping me through SO much right now, I just hope that I am makign the right decisions. Because everything feels wrong. :/
“The night is bright, with a starlit sky, I sit and think, as time passes by. Oh starry night, with a moonlit sky, take me away, and tell me why. Give me a reason, for love’s end, give me a reason, for why I lost a friend. I sit and think, all night l”—